chapter 4

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its been months since i was gone and my mom wasnt even looking for me yet omar has been acting really weird madry shfee kl ma eshofnii 3aina edm3 elmohim i got out of bed did my usual routine and wore this

and i went to the beach to sit with omar he held my hand and slowly kissed them 

me: omar r u ok?

him: mariam i cant do this anymore 3li is ganna take u back home to ur family 

me: bs omar i wanna stay with u 

him: bs ana ma abeech ma a7bich fehmii *as he said that his tears were running down his face* 

me: *i hugged him* omar dont do this 

him: *he pushed me away* 3LII TA3AL E5TH'HA 

3li took me home without saying a word i got of the car and went outside the house 

mom: dana enti wain knti?

me: 3nd my friend 

mom: ok 

3 years went by i cant believe that he just left like that i went back to us to study but every year i go back to the beach house hoping to see his face again to ask him y he left but he was nvr there 

it was my first day of a new semester at uni w 7adi makan lee 5ilg so i wore this 

w my hair was just messy as usual 

i walked into class without even looking at anyone i just sat down and started drawing its weird how every time i want to draw i end up drawing him the class finished and i didnt even know when it started lol it was time for my next class the professor was taking role 

him: *he was calling alot of names but my heart stopped at one name* omar alx 

*no it cant be ofc its not dana ur being stupid* 

omar: here *as soon as i heard that voice i knew it was him i turned around and there he was his face didnt change a bit* 

him: dana alx 

me: here *as soon as i said that omar looked at me he was as shocked as i was i smiled he just turned away like he didnt see me* 

after class i quickly took my stuff and ran after omar 

me: omar 

him: *with tears in his eyes* dana 5aleni ebroo7i 

me: plz i just want to know y 

some girl: omar 7abeebii 

him: halla 7ayatii, lulwa hathi dana w dana hathi lulwa zojtii 

me:......

chapter 3

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i gently pushed him away

omar: shfeech?

me: plz let me go home i wont tell anyone

omar: i cant

next thing i know i was in the car and then in a room

me: omar

him: halla 7ayatii

me: where am i?

him: my house this is ur room

it was a beautiful room but something about omar worried me

me: omar when will i get to go home? cant i at least call my mom?

him: ok bs ur mom whats her number

me: ********

he called and gave me the phone

me: alo yma? 

mom: dano enti wainich 

me: im sorry i had to leave ill be back soon 

mom: u cant just leave without telling anyone 

me: im fine mom 

mom: im ganna have to leave kuwait bacher i have work to do when u come back stay with ur grandmother or cousins 

me: ok i love u mom

mom: me 2 bye 

and she closed it 

i gave him back the phone 

he saw how sad i looked

him: im ganna go buy some clothes stay with 3li ok?

me: ok

3li: tadreen enti wayed 7ilwa?

i just looked at him i was so scared he kept getting closer to me he started kissing my lips i pushed him away and slapped him really hard i could see anger in his eyes he pined me to the wall and i knew then that something bad is ganna happen

omar: nsait my wallet
and then he saw 3li u could see fire coming out of his eyes he pulled 3li away and started punching him so hard blood was everywhere i held omars hand

me: omar plz stop

omar: he held both my hands did he do anything to u? did he hurt u?

me: im fine lets just go plz

we got into a car

him: ull have to change ur clothes and ur hair ill drop u off at a mall but ill be following u so dont do anything stupid

me: ok

he dropped me off and i could feel his eyes following my every move i dont know y i didnt try to run away or anything i changed into this

and cut my hair like this

and then he took me back to some beach house i was sitting on the beach and he came and sat next to me he was playing with my hair

him: ull be mine forever and he hugged me

months went by and i was scared to admit it but i was inlove with him

chapter 2

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mom: 7ayati please don't cry tra ra7 abchi m3ach

me: ok

mom: hatha ur cousin jassim w hathi e5ta rawan

me: hi

them: hi

we got home nothing interesting happened so lets just skip to the next day

i was the only one awake it was 4 am so i wouldn't blame them for not waking up i waited for 2 hours doing nothing but staring at my phone

mom entered my room: halla 7abeebtii mta gmtii

me: at 4

mom: gomii badlii bnroo7 el shalaih so u meet the rest of the family

me: ok i will

i wore this

my hair and shoes

we got to the shalaih and everyone was surprised to see me some ppl gave me dirty looks and some were really nice to me 

grandma: dana 7abeebti roo7i g3di m3a el bnat

me: ohma wainhom? 

grandma: ga3deen 3al b7ar 

i walked out and saw them they were laughing and having fun as soon as i sat with them they gave me dirty looks 

me: hi im dana

them: they laughed got up and left

i was sitting alone till they called us in for lunch 

me: yma meta bnroo7 el bait 

mom: entii btnameen ehni for a few days 

me: la2 yma mabi 

mom: dana 5ala9 3aib bs namii elyoom 

me: fine 

the day was so boring nobody talked to me i was sitting on the beach alone i felt unwanted i started regretting coming to Kuwait maybe i should've just married that guy it was night so i went to sleep 

i had to share a room with the girls and i could hear them talking about me i dont get why they hated me so much 

as usual i got up at 3 and decided to take a walk i wore this 

  i walked for hours but then i felt like someone was following me so i tried to get back to the shalaih as fast as possible the footsteps kept getting closer and i kept running and running until i stopped to catch my breath and i felt a hand on my mouth 

me: *screaming* 

him: try to scream one more time and ill make sure u never see ur family 

i started crying 

he slowly kissed my neck over and over again until another guy came

guy2: yalla 5alha lets go 

guy1: la2 i want her 

guy2: are u sure this is the girl were ganna take? 

guy1: yes 

he slowly turned me around and i saw his face he was really cute but i wanted to go home he removed his hand from my mouth and fixed my hair 

guy1: ana esmi omar w hatha 3li w enti shsmich 

me: i could barely talk but finally i said dana 

omar: a7b esm dana enzain dana 7abeebtii entii lazim etyeen m3ana shway ok? "he kept getting closer to my lips" 

me: no i just want to go back home 

omar: mra7 en6wl shway w enrdich 

me: please mabi "i was crying alot" 

omar: "he kept wiping my tears away" 5ala9 dano he picked me up and started walking 

me: omar please i wanna go home 

he ignored me and kept walking he stopped when we reached a black car he put me down and looked into my eyes 

omar: you will be safe with me i promise "he kissed my lips gently"

chapter 1 The best secrets are the most twisted

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i ran and i ran till my heels broke "this cant be happening" a little voice in my head kept repeating "2 weeks ago i was having the time of my life in LA and now im a runaway yes u read it right a runaway my phone interrupted my thoughts shit why did i take this with me

before we get back to the story let me introduce myself im dana im 17 years old turning 18 in 3 months i would usually be happy about it but not anymore im short im about 5ft 2 i have really light brown hair and brown eyes my parents are both kuwaiti but sadly they got divorce when i was only 2 and my dad took me to the US to live with him w my mom stayed in kuwait my dad wouldnt let me visit her and he wouldnt let her visit me all we had was skype she was the most beautiful woman in the whole world no beautiful was an insult to her that how pretty she was anyways back to the story

phone call

dad: DANA REDII EL BAIT EL 7EEN 

me: im not coming back im going to live with mom 

and i closed the phone in his face 

as smart as i am i actually grabbed my passport w laptop w phone and wifi with me before i left the house what kind of runaway am i LOL im guessing a really bad one

i sat down on an empty chair and opened my laptop and signed into skype and made a call to my mommy

skype call 

me: hi "tears made their way down my face" 

mom: 7abeebti what have you done ? 

me: mom im not ganna get married to 40 yr old man just because dad wants a better job 

mom: mama dana just go back home to ur dad 

me: im coming to kuwait 

mom: dana la2 

me: well im coming if u dont want me to come then i just wont live with u 

mom: 5ala9 ok ill buy u a ticket right now 

me: i already did my flight leaves at 6 am 

mom: ill come pick you up from the airport ok? 

me: ok bye 

and i slammed my laptop shut 

i made my way to the closest shop that  i can find i bought pink hair dye and went to the bathroom

after i was done my hair looked like this 

i thought it would like better but oh well ill just have to dye it again some other time i was wearing this

but the shorts were a little longer anyways i got a ride to the airport and a few hours later i was on the plane i just kept listening to music the whole way i couldnt sleep because i was so happy im ganna finally see her and before i knew it i fell asleep someone was poking me and i hate it when people do that i opened my eyes ready to yell them i saw a little kid crying

me: 7abeebii shfeek?

little boy: abii omar :"( "he started crying"

me: la tabchii 7abeebi el7een endawir 3laih "and i picked him up" i kept walking but we couldnt find omar so i decided to go back to my seat maybe omar would come look for his brother

on our way bk

little boy: ka ka omar and he started calling his name " the guy turned around and walked to us"

omar: 3ziz enta wain knt tadrii cham 9arlii adawer 3laik

3ziz: omar asf bs knt ga3d adawr mama

omar: 5ala9 ok emsh "and he just walked away no thank u no nthin how rude"

3ziz: "came bk running and hugged me" mashkoora

me: uw 7abeebii "and i kissed his cheek"

i went back to my seat the plane was going to land in about 30 min as soon as it landed and opened the doors i was almost running out when i got to where the people were standing i tried to search for her face but i couldnt find it

then omar walked up to me

omar: hi mashkoora 3la elyoom

me: no problem

omar: edawreen 3la mno?

me: omii

omar: yalla 3yal ana a5leech my family is waiting

me: ok bye

i waited for about 40 min and then i saw her walk in with a few people i was running as fast as i can and hugged her

mom; dana 7abeebtii

me: mommy i love u " i started crying"

chapter 21

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me: yes

mom: yes ur ganna marry him? *she said with the biggest smile*

me: yes mama

*3bdullas pov*

mom: wldi 7abeebii enta tadrii i only want the best for you 9a7?

me: ee adri

mom: enta 9ij et7bha?

me: mo bs a7bha yma ana amout feeha

mom: 3yal do whatever makes u happy *she gave me a hug*

me: yma a7bich

the next morning omii dashat 3lii my room with the biggest smile

me: shda3wa yma wanseena m3ach?

mom: 7abeebi om mariam dagat ams

me: shagalat?

mom: started crying w etyabib

me: yma galat ee?

mom: ee galat ee

madryy shasawii mn el far7a tana7t

*mariams pov*

weeks passed and it was time for my melcha and then after 2 weeks will be my wedding im so happy
i started getting ready

my dress

shoes 

my hair and make up 

and then before i knew it i was sitting with him eb his room waiting for them to tell us to come down it was really awkward like it was the first time we see each other 

him: you look beautiful 

me: thanks u look handsome urself 

him: *he laughed*

my heart just melted i couldnt help myself i hugged him 

him: marioomtii u ok? 

me: yeah im fine 

him: 7abeebti if u dont wanna do this ill understand i dont want to force u to do something u dont want to do 

me: ofc i wanna do this i love u 

him: *he smiled* good i was hoping u say that 

they called as down and ppl i dont even know started taking pictures with us and after a long long time we finally left 

him: wain tabeen etroo7en 

me: el bait 

him: afa laish 

me: lol abi abadil 

him: lol enzain 

w9lna el bait 

me: mra7 tanzil

him: la2 ill wait for u here 

me: la2 enzil 3la shan u help me choose what to wear 

him: *smiled* enshala 

we made our way to my room chan ansdi7 3al frash 

me: yalla choose smthin 

him: el nas egoolon please 

me: please 7abeebii 

him: lol ok shno enti ma 3ndich shay 6weel 

me: lol embala 

he chose this 

w i just let my hair be curly we had the most romantic dinner i keep loving him more and more each day 

days passed nothing special happened 

*day before my wedding* 

me: 3bood please ta3al *crying*

him: baby shfeech *in a sleepy voice* 

me: 3boodii please ta3al 

him: enzain el7een aye 7ayatii just stop crying 

10 min later he got here and came into my room he looked so sleepy it was cute 

me: i hugged him and cried 

he carried me w laid me down on the bed w he laid down next to me 

him: baby shfeech 

me: 5ayfa w i cant sleep 

him: *he started laughing* u made me come here in the middle of the night cz u cant sleep walla a7bich and he kissed my cheek 

we started staring at each other and our lips kept getting closer until they met and it was the best feeling ever we both fell asleep in each others arms i woke up and he wasnt there i checked my phone he said he had to leave so i would have time to get ready i looked at the clock and i was so late re7t el salon ebser3a 

my hair

make up 

dress and shoes 

as soon as i walked into the room i knew i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him

chapter 20

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me: yma abi afakir

mom: ok kaifich

*on 3bdullas side*

me: ha yma what do u think of here

mom: omha 3ajbatni bs ehya la2

me: esta5feralla ehya shemsawytlich 3la shan ma et7bnha?

mom: sam3a 3anha 7achi w ana agoolik mra7 ttzwjha ya ana ya ehya

me: *i stayed quit the whole ride home* yalla yma nzli

mom: enta wain raye7

me: el7een bnzil *she got out of the car chan adoos w amshii*

mom: yma weldi *she kept calling me but i didnt answer*

*om 3bdullas pov*

yma weldi shasawii

me: *dagait 3la om mariam* 7abeebti adri ena mt25r el wagt bs 3bdulla 6l3 w ohwa m3a9ib w lail7een ma rad

om mariam: la2 7abeebti 3adii el7een ana w mariam enyeech

me: mashkoora 7abeebtii

*mariams pov*

mra wa7da a7is ena el bab enkesr

me: yma u lost broke the door shfeech

mom: gomii badlii bnroo7 3nd om 3bdulla 3bdulla 6ali3 mn el bait w ohwa m3a9ib w lail7een ma rad

me: *i started crying*

mom: 7abeebti enshala mafii shay bs badlii

my clothes 

and after 15 long minutes we finally got there i saw his mom crying chan i hug her w started crying with her 

om 3bulla: yma 7abeebtii enti jarbii edigeen 3laih 

mom: ana gltlha bs ma 3ndha ra8ma 

om 3bdulla: ee 9a7 hach 7abeebtii 

me: ok *i called him he didnt pick up* ma rad 

om 3bdulla: call again 

me: *before i even call him he called bk* ka ga3id edig 

me: alo 

3bdulla: halla 

me: 3bdulla ana mariam 

3bdulla: adrii enich mariam shfeech 

me: ee your mom is worried about u hak kalemha 

3bdulla: lol 3la shan chithi 3a63ni yaha 

me: hach khaltii 

om 3bdulla: 7abeebi wainik *she fell to the ground crying* 

me: 5altii shfeech 

*om 3bdullas pov*

me: 7abeebi wainik 

3bdulla: yma la t5leeni anagii bainkom l2ana etha banagii im ganna choose her l2ana lma entii kla msafra w ma tadreen 3anii she was always there for me 

me: *i fell to the ground crying* 

maryam: 5altii shfeech 

me: 3bdulla t3al elbait ntfaham 

3bdulla: enzain 5 min w ill be there 

*back to mariams pov *

his mom didnt even look at me shway chan 3bdulla edish he didnt look at his mom he walked up to me and hugged me so tight 

me: *whispering* 3bdulla shfeek 

3bdulla:*whispering* marioomtii 5aled 56b sara 

me:*whispering* shako ohwa 56bni 

3bdulla:*whispering* adrii bs dra ena ana 56btich gbl fa ra7 56b sara 

i hugged him and cried i wasnt crying because khaled 56b sara or anything i was crying because everything he told me was a lie he did love her and he was just using me 

me: *whispering* 3bood hdnii broo7a omik ma et7bnii 

3bdulla: *hadnii and looked at his mom* halla yma 

om 3bdulla: *surprised and angry* 3bdulla t3al bkalmik 

me: yma 5al namshii 3la shan ya5thoon ra7athom 

3bdulla: la g3dii 

mom: la 3bdulla el wagt mt25r w 5lk m3a omik 

and just like that me and my mom walked out 

mom: mariam eli swaitee '3l6 

me: shsawait 

mom: u hugged him jdam oma 

me: he hugged me 

mom: whatever 

me: yma i made up my mind 

mom: 9ij so what do u say 

me: ...

chapter 19

HELLO BABEZ
it feels like just yesterday i started this story and you guys are amazing whenever i have a bad day i know i can just read your comments and everything will be ok again anyways i dont want to keep you waiting 
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me: na3am mno?

mom: well fe thnayna yayeen y56boonich bs u have the choice to choose between them or if u wanna see them both

me: mno?

mom: khaled alx w 3bdulla alx

me: yma madry i have to think

mom: well ana glt 7ag om khaled ena fe wa7id already 5a6ebha bs ehya galat 5ak etshoofa ymkn she will change her mind about the other guy

me: ok

mom: 3abdulla w his mom ra7 eyoon after 3 days bacher ro7i buy a dress

me: ok

*i got a txt from 3bdulla*

i hope u say yes

i closed my phone and went to sleep

on the next day i woke up changed into this

and i opened my phone wla i had 15 miss calls mn khaled w 20 mn 3bdulla 

i called khaled bk 

*phone call*

me: alo

khaled: maryam enti wainich tadreen cham mra dagait 3laich ive been worried sick 

me: im fine dont worry 

khaled: maryam omich kalemetich 

me: ee 

khaled: so what do u say 

me: i have to think about it bye khaled 

i went shopping and found the perfect dress and shoes and i knew exactly how i wanted my hair everything was perfect 

it was finally the day that 3bdulla and his mom are ganna come i havent talked to him ever since i found out ena 5a6abni my mom kept telling me i should get ready so i did 

my dress

shoes

hair 

makeup 

i heard the doorbell and it was like my heart stopped after what seemed like forever they finally told me to come down as i walking down the stairs i almost fell but thank god no body saw that

me: elsalam

mom: halla 7abeebti

om 3bdulla: hathi mariam walla jameela

me: *i turned so red* mashkoora

mom: t3li g3dii 7abeebti

they kept asking me questions and after 30 min

om 3abdulla: shraykom agool 7ag 3bdulla edish

mom: ee 5al edish

his mom went to get him and my mom told me as soon as he sits down i should bring water tee and juices in my head i was like shda3wa bs i felt so nervous like its the first time i see him

3bdulla: elsalam halla 5alti shloonich

mom: walla tamam 7abeebi tfathal

3bdulla: mariam shloonich?

me: tamam el7mdella *and i got up to bring the juice and served it to them*

mom: agool om 3abdulla 5al en5alhom ebroo7im

om 3abdulla: ee walla 5al ng3d bl 7ade'3a el jaw 7ilo

as they got up i begged my mom with my eyes but she just walked away 3bdulla sat next to me

3bdulla: hi

me: hi

3bdulla: mariam adri enich ra7 etgoolen enich ma tabeeni bs ya mariam ana a7bich w mabi '3airich *his eyes started tearing*

me: *i held his hand and rested my head on his chest* promise no matter what i choose to do nothing will change between us *i looked up to see tears escaping his eyes*

3bdulla: even though it will hurt to just be ur friend i promise nothing will change between us

me: *its the first time i see him this sad i kissed his cheek and just hugged him we stayed like that for what seemed like a few min*

we heard the door open so we sat up straight

om 3bdulla: yalla 3bdulla namshii

mom: la 5alkom

om 3bdulla: walla el sa3a 11 lazm namshii enshala next time

in my head u was thinking me and 3bdulla were hugging for almost an hour but it went by so fast 3bdulla got up and smiled and just like that they left

mom: ha mariam do u say yes?

me: ..