chapter 16

HELLO BABEZ 
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me: sorry shno 7asbali glt 5aled ga3id e5ooni

3bdulla: *he hugged me* everything is ganna be alright i promise

me: *i pushed him* m3a mno

3bdulla: mo lazim t3rfeen

me: 3bdulla glt mno

jassim: sara

me: *tears were making their way down my face* my sara?

awal mra jassim hugs me i had this weird feeling

jassim: la tabcheen he doesnt deserve someone like u

me: take me to him

3bdulla: mariam

me: 3bdulla take me to him

3bdulla: fine

*we walked into his room*

khaled: halla marioom

me: *i walked up to him and slapped him so hard and walked out*

i went to my room and locked the door and changed my flight to tonight

*phone call*

me: shoug

shoug: marioom u ok?

me: shoug im coming to kuwait today can u pick me up

shoug: ofc

i took my stuff and ran out the door w9alt el airport dashait el 6ayara w i was on my way to kuwait i got out of the plane and their she was im so glad i met here i walked up to her and hugged her

shoug: r u ok?

me: can i sleep over tonight

shoug: sure yalla lets go

we got to shougs house and changed into our pjs

shoug was wearing this

and i was wearing this

we watched all the movies we could find it was a day to remember

*phone call*

me: alo

...: mariam enti wainich

me: ha eb bait shoug la7tha mno?

and he closed the phone and i went back to sleep

7am
 *phone call*

me: alo

..: mariam 6l3i bra

me: mno

...: ana 3bdulla 6l3i bra

me: ha laish

3bdulla: yalla awadech el bait

me: ok

me: shoug im going home

shoug: mno bwadech

me: my cuzn

shoug: ok call me when u get home

me: i will

i changed into this

i get into his car

me: hi 

3bdulla: halla marioom shoonich 

me: r u really asking me that 

3bdulla: *he held my hand w looked into my eyes* mariam ana a7bich

chapter 15

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5aled: jassim?

guy: haha zain et3rfni mn 9ooti

5aled: yal 7aywan wagaft glbi

jassim: haha asef enzain mno hathi

5aled: hathi mariam

jassim: oh a5eran shefnach 5alood kla esolif 3anich

women: sir can you please take a seat

jassim: ee ok yalla 3yal enshoofkom ba3dain

*months passed by and 5aled was feeling better im going to kuwait next week sara left a month ago 5aled is barely talking to me anymore i was his angel and since he could see again its like the part of him that loved me just drifted away*

3bulla: marioom 3adii akalmich shway?

me: not now i have to change w go to 5aled *and i ran to the bathroom to change*

i did my hair like this

i wore this 

and i was running out the door chan i hit something hard

me: a777 

..: t3wrtii? 

me: eths ma t3wrt bgool a77 and i looked up chan ashoof jassim 

jassim: walla sorry 

me: la 3adii

3bdulla: mariam ana w jassim nabii enklmich 

me: klmooni ba3dain lazim aroo7 7ag 5aled 

jassim: mariam a7na nabii enklmich 3an 5aled

me: shfee 5alid 

jassim: enti g3di w a7na engoolich 

*i sat down* 

3bdulla: mariam tadreen ena i love u w care about u entii mthl e5tii 

me: i know 

3bdulla: w el7een abi agoolich shay w u have to believe me 

me: ofc i will 

jassim : 5aled ma kan ga3id e3mlch zain ba3ad el 3amaleya 9a7? 

me: la2 he was treating me the same

3bdulla: mariam dont lie 

me: enzain ymkn he changed shway 

3abdulla: mariam 7abeebti 5aled ga3id e5oonich 

me:..

chapter 14

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5aled: lazim a3alij bara

me: ha laish w wain w meta

5aled: 3la shan i can see your beautiful face again w enshala bacher ra7 asafer

me: abi aroo7 m3ak

5aled: 7abeebti shno etroo7en m3i 3bdulla bkoon m3ii w as soon as i finish ill come bk

me: 5aled please a5ali sara etyee m3ii please just for a few days

5aled: mhm klmii sara w shofay shno etgool

me: yay bs wain bnsafer

5aled: LA

me: ok

*phone call*

me: babe pack ur bags we are going to LA

sara: mariam enti yanaiti wla shno

me: no ive always been this crazy

sara: lol yay my old friend is back meta bnroo7

me: bacher

sara: mn 9ijich my parents ma ra7 yerthon

me: a5li my mom etklmha

sara: yalla ok

*phone call with mom*

me: mommy

mom: lol madam glti mommy ya3ni tabeen shay shtabeen

me: yma klmi om sara 5al ana w saro ensafer la bacher

mom: m3a mno?

me: m3ach

mom: la 9ij m3a mno? (me and my mom r so close now she knows everything about me and 5aled)

me: *i explained everything and she agreed*

me and sara were packing up

*phone call*

3bdulla: mariam

me: ha

3bdulla: el nas egoolon na3am mo ha

me: lol shatbii

3bdulla: im ganna pick u guys up after 2 hours be ready or im leaving

me: lol enshala

i took a shower w did my hair like this

saras hair and clothes 

me: SARA idk what to wear 

sara: lbsi ay shay 

me: la i have to look good for him 

sara: why he cant see u

me: really sara thnx i didnt know that

sara: im sorry bs 9ij lbsi ay shay 

me: fine 

i wore 

chan 3bdulla egoolena n6l3

he was wearing

we went to pick up 5aled me and sara were sitting in the back chan 5aled edish w he was wearing

chan a9ari5

5aled w 3bdulla: ha shfeekom

me: ana ba3ad labsa mickey mouse

5aled smiled w 3bdulla ga3ad yt7l6m

w9lna w dashaina el airplane my chair was next to sara w 3bdulla yam 5aled

me: mabi abi ag3ad yam 5aled

3bdulla: mariam roo7ii g3di mokanich

5aled: 3bood 5alha tg3d ehni shway w ent eg3d 3nd sara

3bdulla: uff enzain (sara and 3bdulla broke up)

me: thank u

g3at yam 5aled w i held his hand

me: 5aled?

5aled: halla 7ayati

me: a7bik *and i hugged him*

5aled: w ana amout feech marioom 7abeebti enti shlabsa

me: sweater 3la mickey mouse w shorts w mickey mouse shoes

5aled: la wein el short

me: madry bs its not really short *ohwa 7a6 eda 3la my knees*

5aled: eg9eer la talbseena mra thanya ok?

me: ok *there was this guy that kept staring he looked really mad he got up w ya 9obna*

guy: 5aled mno hathi

5aled:...

chapter 13

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me: what?

3bdulla: *he hugged me so tight* everything is gonna be ok

me: 3bood take me to him abi ashoofa *dont understand wrong me and 3bdulla have the sister brother relationship*

3bdulla: i cant his family ga3deen 3nda bs enshala klha cham yoom w he will wake up i promise

me: ok

*months passed by and it was summer and khaled was still in a coma*

3bdulla wouldnt let me visit him i dont know why every day without him feels like a year ive lost so many weight i started cutting

*phone call*

sara: mariam shrayech n6l3

me: sara mali 5ilg

sara: mariam 9arlich cham shahar bs 7absa nafsich bl '3rfa

me: sara glt mali 5ilg bye

*i closed the phone*

my phone started ringing

me: oho sara gltlich mali 5ilg

...: ana 3bdulla

me: oh halla

3bdulla: 5aled g3ad w u can come see him bs elyoom belail when his parents leave

me: 9ij?? ok call me when i can come

3bdulla: ok i will

i have to look good for him i took a shower did my hair like this

i chose to put make up since he didnt see me in a long time 

i wore this

then i got a phone call from 3bdulla w he picked me up w we were on our way 

3bdulla: mariam la tabcheen jdama ok?

me: y would i cry im happy 

w9lna el hospital w dashaina el room 

5aled: mno?

me: 5aled? *my eyes started to tear*

5aled: marioom 7ayatii 

*i walked up to him and gave him a really long hug and started crying* 

5aled: 5ala9 7ayati la tabcheen 

me: 5aled i missed u so much 

5aled: i know 7ayati *he kissed my cheek* bs mariam i have to tell u something 

me: ok babe tell me 

5aled:...