chapter 19

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me: na3am mno?

mom: well fe thnayna yayeen y56boonich bs u have the choice to choose between them or if u wanna see them both

me: mno?

mom: khaled alx w 3bdulla alx

me: yma madry i have to think

mom: well ana glt 7ag om khaled ena fe wa7id already 5a6ebha bs ehya galat 5ak etshoofa ymkn she will change her mind about the other guy

me: ok

mom: 3abdulla w his mom ra7 eyoon after 3 days bacher ro7i buy a dress

me: ok

*i got a txt from 3bdulla*

i hope u say yes

i closed my phone and went to sleep

on the next day i woke up changed into this

and i opened my phone wla i had 15 miss calls mn khaled w 20 mn 3bdulla 

i called khaled bk 

*phone call*

me: alo

khaled: maryam enti wainich tadreen cham mra dagait 3laich ive been worried sick 

me: im fine dont worry 

khaled: maryam omich kalemetich 

me: ee 

khaled: so what do u say 

me: i have to think about it bye khaled 

i went shopping and found the perfect dress and shoes and i knew exactly how i wanted my hair everything was perfect 

it was finally the day that 3bdulla and his mom are ganna come i havent talked to him ever since i found out ena 5a6abni my mom kept telling me i should get ready so i did 

my dress

shoes

hair 

makeup 

i heard the doorbell and it was like my heart stopped after what seemed like forever they finally told me to come down as i walking down the stairs i almost fell but thank god no body saw that

me: elsalam

mom: halla 7abeebti

om 3bdulla: hathi mariam walla jameela

me: *i turned so red* mashkoora

mom: t3li g3dii 7abeebti

they kept asking me questions and after 30 min

om 3abdulla: shraykom agool 7ag 3bdulla edish

mom: ee 5al edish

his mom went to get him and my mom told me as soon as he sits down i should bring water tee and juices in my head i was like shda3wa bs i felt so nervous like its the first time i see him

3bdulla: elsalam halla 5alti shloonich

mom: walla tamam 7abeebi tfathal

3bdulla: mariam shloonich?

me: tamam el7mdella *and i got up to bring the juice and served it to them*

mom: agool om 3abdulla 5al en5alhom ebroo7im

om 3abdulla: ee walla 5al ng3d bl 7ade'3a el jaw 7ilo

as they got up i begged my mom with my eyes but she just walked away 3bdulla sat next to me

3bdulla: hi

me: hi

3bdulla: mariam adri enich ra7 etgoolen enich ma tabeeni bs ya mariam ana a7bich w mabi '3airich *his eyes started tearing*

me: *i held his hand and rested my head on his chest* promise no matter what i choose to do nothing will change between us *i looked up to see tears escaping his eyes*

3bdulla: even though it will hurt to just be ur friend i promise nothing will change between us

me: *its the first time i see him this sad i kissed his cheek and just hugged him we stayed like that for what seemed like a few min*

we heard the door open so we sat up straight

om 3bdulla: yalla 3bdulla namshii

mom: la 5alkom

om 3bdulla: walla el sa3a 11 lazm namshii enshala next time

in my head u was thinking me and 3bdulla were hugging for almost an hour but it went by so fast 3bdulla got up and smiled and just like that they left

mom: ha mariam do u say yes?

me: ..

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me: you did all of this for me

khaled: ofcourse i did mariam i love u

when i walked into the house there was a table set for 2 and flowers everywhere

me: khaled i love you

khaled: w ana amoot feech

we ate the dinner and it was amazing

khaled: mariam tra kl shay they told u was true

me: shno kl shay?

khaled: ana 9ij 5ntich m3a sara

me: khaled this is not funny

khaled: im not trying to be funny

i took my stuff and just ran out of the house and called 3bdulla

*3bdulla pov*

me: jassim walla a7bha abeeha

jassim: etha tabeha e56bha

me: i dont think shes going to accept

jassim: shadrak enta klm omik w bs

*phone call*

me: shfeeha ga3da edig

me: halla marioom

mariam: 3bood can u pick me up

me: laish enti wainich

mariam: knt eb bait 5aled

me; NA3AM enti shmwadeech ehnak

mariam: *she started crying* its a long story

me: 5ala9 7ayati la tabcheen el7een aye bs send me the address

mariam: ok bye

i picked her up she looked so tired

me: marioom shfeech

mariam: u were right he was cheating

me: im sorry 7ayati just sleep and we will talk about this bacher ok?

mariam: ok

i got her home then went to talk to my mom

me: yma abi a56b

mom: 3bood mo chna taw el nas

me: la2 yma im ready

mom: enzain mno

me: mariam alx

mom: la2

me: yma laish

mom: nag ay bnt bs mo ehya

me: bs ana abeha ehya

mom: laish ehya?

me: yma a7bha

mom: 3bdulla glt la2

me: oho etha ma tabeen t56bnha 7agi ana aroo7 aklm oboha

mom: 5ala9 afakr

*mariams pov*

i woke up in my bed i dont remember how i got here i decided to go shopping so i got out of bed went to the bathroom and then did my hair and changed

my hair 

my clothes 

after 5 hours of shopping i finally went back home 

mom: mariam ta3li abi aklmich 

me: ok

mom: fe nas yayeen y56boonich 

me:...

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maryams pov

me: i love u 2 bro

3bdulla: la2 mariam enti mo fahamtni

me: 3bdulla i said i love u 2 bro so just stop

3bdulla: fine wain tabeen etroo7en?

me: el bait

my phone started ringing i looked at the caller id it was khaled

me: alo

khaled: mariam we need to talk

me: we are talking

khaled: mariam how could u believe them over me i love u i would never cheat on u

me: then prove it

khaled: prove what 7ayati

me: prove that you love me

and i closed the phone

i got a txt from sara :

mariam my cuzn is having a party elyoom etyeen?

i didnt think ena sara would actually do this to me im her bestfriend so i said sure

sara came over we had lunch then it was 5 so we got ready

my hair and makeup

saras outfit, hair, makeup

my dress and shoes

we went to the party we had so much fun 3bdulla picked me up 

3bdulla: enti shlabsa

me: a dress

he took off his jacket and gave it to me 

me: thnx 

3bdulla: shrayech enroo7 el ba7ar?

me: sure

we were walking on the beach for 2 hours i got tired so i sat down 

3bdulla: u look so beautiful 

me: thank you 

he came closer to me his lips were almost touching mine 

me: what are you doing?"and he kissed me for what i thought was 5 min i pushed him away" this is wrong i love khaled

3bdulla: bs he doesnt love u i love u 

txt from 5aled 

tawni wa9il el kuwait can u meet me? 

me: sure 

khaled: wainich

me: on the beach with 3bdulla  i told him my mom is ganna pick me up

me: i have to go omi tabeeni i come home 

3bdulla: ok emshi awadech

me: la2 shes picking me up 

3bdulla: mhm ok 

a car parked by and it was a girl i didnt know 

her: mariam yalla mara7 etyeen 

me: embala kani yaya bye 3bood 

3bdulla: bye marioom 

i got into the car 

her: hi im noor 5aleds cousin 

me: oh hi

we drove off until we got to a house 

me: wain bnroo7

noor: yalla nezlay 5aled na6er "and she got out of the car so did i" 

*we got into the house*

me: omg u did all of this? 

5aled:...

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me: sorry shno 7asbali glt 5aled ga3id e5ooni

3bdulla: *he hugged me* everything is ganna be alright i promise

me: *i pushed him* m3a mno

3bdulla: mo lazim t3rfeen

me: 3bdulla glt mno

jassim: sara

me: *tears were making their way down my face* my sara?

awal mra jassim hugs me i had this weird feeling

jassim: la tabcheen he doesnt deserve someone like u

me: take me to him

3bdulla: mariam

me: 3bdulla take me to him

3bdulla: fine

*we walked into his room*

khaled: halla marioom

me: *i walked up to him and slapped him so hard and walked out*

i went to my room and locked the door and changed my flight to tonight

*phone call*

me: shoug

shoug: marioom u ok?

me: shoug im coming to kuwait today can u pick me up

shoug: ofc

i took my stuff and ran out the door w9alt el airport dashait el 6ayara w i was on my way to kuwait i got out of the plane and their she was im so glad i met here i walked up to her and hugged her

shoug: r u ok?

me: can i sleep over tonight

shoug: sure yalla lets go

we got to shougs house and changed into our pjs

shoug was wearing this

and i was wearing this

we watched all the movies we could find it was a day to remember

*phone call*

me: alo

...: mariam enti wainich

me: ha eb bait shoug la7tha mno?

and he closed the phone and i went back to sleep

7am
 *phone call*

me: alo

..: mariam 6l3i bra

me: mno

...: ana 3bdulla 6l3i bra

me: ha laish

3bdulla: yalla awadech el bait

me: ok

me: shoug im going home

shoug: mno bwadech

me: my cuzn

shoug: ok call me when u get home

me: i will

i changed into this

i get into his car

me: hi 

3bdulla: halla marioom shoonich 

me: r u really asking me that 

3bdulla: *he held my hand w looked into my eyes* mariam ana a7bich

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5aled: jassim?

guy: haha zain et3rfni mn 9ooti

5aled: yal 7aywan wagaft glbi

jassim: haha asef enzain mno hathi

5aled: hathi mariam

jassim: oh a5eran shefnach 5alood kla esolif 3anich

women: sir can you please take a seat

jassim: ee ok yalla 3yal enshoofkom ba3dain

*months passed by and 5aled was feeling better im going to kuwait next week sara left a month ago 5aled is barely talking to me anymore i was his angel and since he could see again its like the part of him that loved me just drifted away*

3bulla: marioom 3adii akalmich shway?

me: not now i have to change w go to 5aled *and i ran to the bathroom to change*

i did my hair like this

i wore this 

and i was running out the door chan i hit something hard

me: a777 

..: t3wrtii? 

me: eths ma t3wrt bgool a77 and i looked up chan ashoof jassim 

jassim: walla sorry 

me: la 3adii

3bdulla: mariam ana w jassim nabii enklmich 

me: klmooni ba3dain lazim aroo7 7ag 5aled 

jassim: mariam a7na nabii enklmich 3an 5aled

me: shfee 5alid 

jassim: enti g3di w a7na engoolich 

*i sat down* 

3bdulla: mariam tadreen ena i love u w care about u entii mthl e5tii 

me: i know 

3bdulla: w el7een abi agoolich shay w u have to believe me 

me: ofc i will 

jassim : 5aled ma kan ga3id e3mlch zain ba3ad el 3amaleya 9a7? 

me: la2 he was treating me the same

3bdulla: mariam dont lie 

me: enzain ymkn he changed shway 

3abdulla: mariam 7abeebti 5aled ga3id e5oonich 

me:..

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5aled: lazim a3alij bara

me: ha laish w wain w meta

5aled: 3la shan i can see your beautiful face again w enshala bacher ra7 asafer

me: abi aroo7 m3ak

5aled: 7abeebti shno etroo7en m3i 3bdulla bkoon m3ii w as soon as i finish ill come bk

me: 5aled please a5ali sara etyee m3ii please just for a few days

5aled: mhm klmii sara w shofay shno etgool

me: yay bs wain bnsafer

5aled: LA

me: ok

*phone call*

me: babe pack ur bags we are going to LA

sara: mariam enti yanaiti wla shno

me: no ive always been this crazy

sara: lol yay my old friend is back meta bnroo7

me: bacher

sara: mn 9ijich my parents ma ra7 yerthon

me: a5li my mom etklmha

sara: yalla ok

*phone call with mom*

me: mommy

mom: lol madam glti mommy ya3ni tabeen shay shtabeen

me: yma klmi om sara 5al ana w saro ensafer la bacher

mom: m3a mno?

me: m3ach

mom: la 9ij m3a mno? (me and my mom r so close now she knows everything about me and 5aled)

me: *i explained everything and she agreed*

me and sara were packing up

*phone call*

3bdulla: mariam

me: ha

3bdulla: el nas egoolon na3am mo ha

me: lol shatbii

3bdulla: im ganna pick u guys up after 2 hours be ready or im leaving

me: lol enshala

i took a shower w did my hair like this

saras hair and clothes 

me: SARA idk what to wear 

sara: lbsi ay shay 

me: la i have to look good for him 

sara: why he cant see u

me: really sara thnx i didnt know that

sara: im sorry bs 9ij lbsi ay shay 

me: fine 

i wore 

chan 3bdulla egoolena n6l3

he was wearing

we went to pick up 5aled me and sara were sitting in the back chan 5aled edish w he was wearing

chan a9ari5

5aled w 3bdulla: ha shfeekom

me: ana ba3ad labsa mickey mouse

5aled smiled w 3bdulla ga3ad yt7l6m

w9lna w dashaina el airplane my chair was next to sara w 3bdulla yam 5aled

me: mabi abi ag3ad yam 5aled

3bdulla: mariam roo7ii g3di mokanich

5aled: 3bood 5alha tg3d ehni shway w ent eg3d 3nd sara

3bdulla: uff enzain (sara and 3bdulla broke up)

me: thank u

g3at yam 5aled w i held his hand

me: 5aled?

5aled: halla 7ayati

me: a7bik *and i hugged him*

5aled: w ana amout feech marioom 7abeebti enti shlabsa

me: sweater 3la mickey mouse w shorts w mickey mouse shoes

5aled: la wein el short

me: madry bs its not really short *ohwa 7a6 eda 3la my knees*

5aled: eg9eer la talbseena mra thanya ok?

me: ok *there was this guy that kept staring he looked really mad he got up w ya 9obna*

guy: 5aled mno hathi

5aled:...

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me: what?

3bdulla: *he hugged me so tight* everything is gonna be ok

me: 3bood take me to him abi ashoofa *dont understand wrong me and 3bdulla have the sister brother relationship*

3bdulla: i cant his family ga3deen 3nda bs enshala klha cham yoom w he will wake up i promise

me: ok

*months passed by and it was summer and khaled was still in a coma*

3bdulla wouldnt let me visit him i dont know why every day without him feels like a year ive lost so many weight i started cutting

*phone call*

sara: mariam shrayech n6l3

me: sara mali 5ilg

sara: mariam 9arlich cham shahar bs 7absa nafsich bl '3rfa

me: sara glt mali 5ilg bye

*i closed the phone*

my phone started ringing

me: oho sara gltlich mali 5ilg

...: ana 3bdulla

me: oh halla

3bdulla: 5aled g3ad w u can come see him bs elyoom belail when his parents leave

me: 9ij?? ok call me when i can come

3bdulla: ok i will

i have to look good for him i took a shower did my hair like this

i chose to put make up since he didnt see me in a long time 

i wore this

then i got a phone call from 3bdulla w he picked me up w we were on our way 

3bdulla: mariam la tabcheen jdama ok?

me: y would i cry im happy 

w9lna el hospital w dashaina el room 

5aled: mno?

me: 5aled? *my eyes started to tear*

5aled: marioom 7ayatii 

*i walked up to him and gave him a really long hug and started crying* 

5aled: 5ala9 7ayati la tabcheen 

me: 5aled i missed u so much 

5aled: i know 7ayati *he kissed my cheek* bs mariam i have to tell u something 

me: ok babe tell me 

5aled:...